today
today is the day before. wow! that got here quite quickly. i have gone through every emotion under the sun. yesterday i was petrified. today i'm looking forward to everything being over. it's time to get my life back. my real life, my full life and not this thing i've been putting up with the last 2.5 years.
normally at this point you hear all the horror stories of friends of friends that have gone through this botched operation. but i've heard nothing but good ones. lots of stories of people that are now pain-free, and i know their surgeries were not that very long ago. so i'm holding on to those, especially since as i'm writing this my back is just aching.
everything will work out. please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
normally at this point you hear all the horror stories of friends of friends that have gone through this botched operation. but i've heard nothing but good ones. lots of stories of people that are now pain-free, and i know their surgeries were not that very long ago. so i'm holding on to those, especially since as i'm writing this my back is just aching.
everything will work out. please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.

3 Comments:
I'm thinking of you - you'll be in my thoughts and prayers tonight, tomorrow, and of course, throughout your recovery.
You know, last year at this time, I was mentally preparing for my surgery (obviously different than yours, but I, too, was feeling horrible). I was scared to death one minute and excited the next.
Indeed, that surgery did enable me to take back my life. To this day, almost a year later, I can't believe the difference it made.
Here's wishing you the very same.
Love ya.
God is a great physician, and He uses surgeons here to do His work. You and W are both in Jack's and my prayers.
What hopsital will you be at, and will you be in for very long?
i will be staying at st. joseph's hospital in downtown phoenix. scheduled to stay for 3 days, hoping i'm a super healer and will be out in 2. not holding my breath. ;-)
thank you both for the thoughts and prayers, they mean everything to me!
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