WHAM

just when you think you've got things figured out. right when you feel content. you are in the "zone", sailing through life with a job you love, family you adore, back brilliantly on the mend. . .

then,

WHAM!

i was "re-organized" out of my job last week.

now i have to tell you, this isn't the first time this has happened to me, but it is by far the most surprising. normally you hear rumblings about things not going well, etc. nope, nothing. when they called us in, i thought they were going to put us all on a project together.

i. was. totally. clueless.

what an idiot i am sometimes. i got all wrapped up in the food drive, donating my thanksgiving turkey to the homeless. . .what a naive idiot.

so i'm licking my wounds right now, trying to find sure footing once again. i have to confess, this one has sent me spiraling.

ouch.