i'm here

sorry it has taken me so long to post. things didn't go exactly as planned and i ended up in icu for a few days fighting for my life. at one point, i looked at w and said "i'm not going to make it." and i really thought that was the truth.

my blood pressure had bottomed out and combined with the continued high blood pressure meds and morphine, i was almost flatlined. but my dear husband and the hospital staff responded like pure professionals. they have this group called the SWAT Team that was called in to action and within 10 minutes had me feeling better than when i had walked in to the hospital.

i spent the next 3 days in and out of consciousness with my husband, my best friend and my hero, sitting right my my side. they were all the same people.

more later when the drugs don't have such a strong hold on me.